My Brother is Coming                 (Updated)         

The warm drops stream down my face,

As if the most horrific stabbing has been endured.

I can still hear the echoes bounce 

Off the walls of the room which separates me from 

Those who’s DNA to me is most similar. 

It is the cooking in the next room 

That keeps my heartbeat level elevated.

The continuous noise of laughter and kisses

Creates the irony of events outside my personal four- walled shelter. 

After the sounds of the enclosed fists

Pounding on the cedar wood begins to end 

I allow the oxygen to go smoothly down my lungs once again.

"Your going to be a big sister again."
The green monster within
about to expel the fire in his throat.
My fingers quivering with the roaring anger.

My parental figures
unlock the gold key hole from outside.
My breath stabilizes.

My body allows the steams of congratulations to enter 

As my brain becomes numb from the confusion of my erratic movements.

My Brother is Coming                 (Original)         

The warm drops streamed down my face,

As if the most horrific crime was being committed.

I can still hear the echoes bouncing

Off the walls of the room separating me from

Those people who’s blood to me is most similar.

It is the cooking in the next room

That keeps my heartbeat level elevated.

The continuous sounds of laughter and kisses

Creates the irony of events outside my personal four- walled shelter.

After the sounds of the enclosed fists

Pounding across my rigid wood begins to end

I allow the oxygen go smoothly down my lungs once again.

My body allows the steams of congratulations to enter

As my brain becomes numb from the confusion of my body’s reaction.